Have you ever had that feeling where your all alone and all you want is someone to talk to, someone new someone that doesnt already know everything about you, someone who can share thier stories w/ you, someone you actually want to listen to, someone who can make you laugh nonstop but still be there to let youcry on there shoulder. I want to find someone like that i really do, it seems like all i have right now is my sister and she has her own life too at times and she doesnt always want to listen to me all the time. If i wouldnt have been selfish and messed up my friendship w/ me best friend i would have her here and could talk to her. But no i dont think before i do stupid shit and it messes up things that are important to me... ugh i hate life sometimes

Super Bowl Sunday was today, yeah my team won!!! Anyways yeah im stuck home, once again bored to death, jeez i really need someone to occupy my time, i need to find some good friends to hang out w/. What i really want is a boyfriend, that sounds so childish but its true, i need to be loved, happy, wanted, i want to be in love. I want to be completly over Joey, which i pretty much am but when i get lonely i start to think about him again, blahhh it sucks so bad. Anyways theres not much to write about today b/c it was very boring.